its been 4 years plus since i use blogspot.
and i turn 20 this year.
and i realise that i shd move on to another phase of life.
so im moving to

http://sothisisgrace.tumblr.com/

yeps.
cause blogspot just took shinee away from me.

seriously. tumblr is more fun. HAHAHAHAHA:)

i have many wants after tertiary education.

• i need to get a driving license
• i want to learn korean.
• oh ya, i need to get a new phone, blackberry will be good. pink version best.
  
• i need to get a job
• i want to go korea or overseas with my friends.
• i need to save up money to go korea open my prata shop and see siwon.( eh no need i see him everyday at home. okay see shinwoo hyung):)
  
• i want to have and design my own room.
• i need to go fix my lao pok laptop, and put all the softwares i can inside.
  
• i want to be able to fetch my family around in car during CNY.
• i need to plan my 21st birthday. HAHAH. kidding.
• teach my brother on tips to pass his o levels. please.
• and go update tumblr. on portfolio.
• i need to get a job.
• oh ya. need to get a camera.
  
• ineedtogetajob
• ineedtogetajob
• iwillneedtofindthecouragetostalkkoreanstarsandallthanks.

so im here to blog. its been so many days since i pass 20. i feel different. HAHAH. okay. 19th of march, was my last lecture and my very nice birthday celebration. i had a great birthday surprises and love from many people. it made me feel like crying when jokwon ask me to tell me to say something to the class. cause i really DO enjoy my poly memories in the last 3 years. no matter good or bad, fun or not it really made me grew as a person, made me grew to a better person i would say. especially my patience grew from pasir ris to boon lay. really.

the love from them in the day was tremendous that
i feel so loved.
then at night, at the struck of my birthday.
more surprises.
wow.
i seriously was really surprised at what they did.
cause i wasnt expecting it.
thanks babes.:) really

thanks for the gifts, the cakes, the loves, and everything else.

and saturday,
is joey's big day.
joey made me really proud man
im damn proud to have her as my friend. good friend. best friend.

and maggie drove,
which let us to alot of thoughts.
like what joyce said, we really grow alot, from taking buses to now
seeing maggie drive.
so we talk and made a lot of noise on the way there, and on the way back.
we grow old tgt huh. even for so many years.
we seen how each other changed, no matter
in looks or charcater.
now is the time when we go into what we
want to do in life.
im sure everyone around me can find what they want to do in life.
sometimes it just about the timing.

like what H said,
it took him 28 years or 25 years to know what he wants to do.
im sure you will, J.
:)
we will go see korean stars tgt even if we turn 30.
will we? HAHAHA.

the sstrawberry cheescake on my weekend is also dope. love. them to the max
and today's waraku is best. the japan restruant that plays all the korean songs.
dope.

thanks:)

I HAD A AWESOME TWENTY.
REALLY.
first day as a 20 year old.
omg. i reached 2.
okay i promise i will blog in detail tmr. feeling
lazy these few days.
cause i got no school
muahahahhaha.:)

"never say goodbye you make me cry"

people said we dream of that person cause they want to see us.
LIKE THAT.
ohmagad lor.
SHINee superjunior 2pm bigbang ftisland all want to see me.
cause i dreamt of them before.
haaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahahahahhahahhahahha
TEEEEEEEEEEEEHHHHHHHHHHHHEEEEEEE

<3
BI.

this week marks the last few days of my poly life as a student. and also. being 19.
mixed emotions i guess. everyone needs to step into another part of their lives.
and as candice said, we will miss tapping into the studio every now and then
not seeing each other everyday.
thinking of what to eat for lunch the next day the night before,
we will miss alot of things.
but im quite excited to go out to see the world.
to see how the real world works and not to be too caught up with
the world that we are seeing now.

no more lame politics.
and i can earn my own money with my own hands.
and my time is definately more flexible.

3 years pass like light,
it feels like ytd that i just entered poly.
but i had my fair share of fun in poly.
really.
:)

i remember last time,
joyce, joey, serk, mag, lynette we will discuss about our future tgt when
we got where we are going for poly after O levels.
we always joke about having a hotel of our own
so joyce will do this, serk will be in charge of that,
and the rest will be in charge of various things that we
studied.
although it was a passing remark, but sometimes i do think of it as a real thing.
HAHAA. hotel leh
though now downgrade to prata shop.
but okay what.
im serious about the prata shop.
YEPS.

yeps. and once again. we did something
that we faster do.
before we reach 21 years old
because as days pass by.
one by one realised we are abit too old for this kinda of thing.
so we went to do it. before we turn 21.
but if after 21.
still got this kinda of thing to do.
jio me kay. as long as i have someone along with me.
i really dont mind.

shinee. :) minho.

Its gonna be the last 2 weeks in poly.
wow.
time really flies and waits for no man ya.
and people change around you, better or worse.
but im glad all these people played a part in my life.
and pastor's sermon touched my heart today. :)

im glad to have God as my one and only love.

hey, and SHINee is next week, this may be my last time doing this kinda of thing before
i turn 20.
do it while i still can take the xmms.
i cannot imagine myself working and doing this kinda of things.
but i think i will. just
discreetly.
heh.

thats hottest time of the day.
no more for me anymore.
no point.




and
your selfishness. turns me off sometimes.

i dont like the atmosphere in the studio.
but im gonna start to make it likable starting tmr.
caause my time is limited in there.
and im not gonna let people ruin it.