BAH. i finally hand in my essay. yay. But i still got 2 more deadlines to meet, 1 tomorrow, 1 on friday. this deadline thing is NEVER ending, one deadline is due, the other starts coming. AND i tell you, 3D art is fun, but the workload is like DANG~!LOL. heavy la. its been 2 weeks plus since i slept for more then 6 hours. BLAH. sometimes, its not that I cant take stress, I think I can, but, sometimes, it get really tiring, really tiring. I hate the whole idea of reality is cruel, i seriously hate it. seriously. I mean like lecturer will say, with that cock up face, 'We have to train you now, In future, the worklife will be more competitve and stressful'. EH. I dun care ok. school life is suppose to be fun and productive, but now, the whole damn education thing is running as fast as a bullet train. Its not bloody productive at all ok? Like 3D art, we haven even complete excercise 2, we must worry for submission on monday for excercise 3. BLAH. We as students, cant even slow down our pace to look at surroundings, its been like that since primary school, now poly, its still the same.BLAH. I just slowed down while running an errand to buy construction paper for project at night, and raise my head up to look at the stars. I was amazed, its been ages since I stop and look at the stars. SO MANY. I just stood there and watch, its relaxing, sometimes, people really need to slow down and look around. singaporeans pace of life is too freakin fast. BAH. ok. I have a new dog, called QQ. He's a sht tzu. I think he is super cute, only 3 months plus..=DD BAH. back to project. MYGAWD. I am tired, I so need a BREAK. AH BAH

I am blogging now, because I am bored, I am bored and fustrated because I am typing my 1000 word essay, I am typing my 1000 word essay because I got submisson for module, I got submission for module because I need to end module with submission. BLAH. I have no idea how to continue, my essay is not a thousand word, its more then a thousand already, and its only the middle, if its more than a thousand, why is it called thousand word essay? BLAH.

Just watch EDISON CHEN reporter conference bout his nude pics apology, and he just announced that he is gonna step out of Hong Kong entertainment industry for a indefinite time. EH. OMAGAWD can? that means I cannot see him appearing on tv or movie for a LONGperiod of time, BOOOOOOOOOOOO~~~~~~~~~~~. though he is really in wrong this time ah, but he is super ultra cute and HOT ok? I personally think so la.=) BUT, people think his apologies are insincere, I personally think he really got te heart and feels apologetic for what happens, if not, why would he go back to Hong Kong and explain himself right?, He would just bump off in Canada and never go back to HK, and let the incident die off gradually. I think is his character ah, sometimes is the face. He just have the' kiam pa' face sometimes, but is his face. Bad boy look, I think he means what he says la. SO, thats how I feel, can feel it from his gesture, speech ALL. OK. this is how I feel. SEE, I told you I was BORED. why am I commenting on the incident? I just feel sad that EDISON is leaving the HK entertainment industry for good. =X. BLAH. I am sure alot of people will agree with me. YES! you.=DD back to essay.

YAY YAY YAY!
SUBMISSION OF DRAWING ESSENTIALS. LALALALA~ SO HAPPY
NEW BLOCK GONNA START, MARKETING AND 3D ART. HEEEHHHHH.
AND THEN AFTER BLOCK, BREAKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKK! YAY
FOR NOW, LETS NOW CONCENTRATE ON TYPING MY TLdes 1000 WORD. ahhh.
AND AND PHOTO JOURNAL. BLAH. GOD, GIMME STRENGTH. LALALA.
=DDDDDDDD. anyway, felt relieved. SUBMISSION. YESSA! ok. back to typing report.

Had class chalet over the weekends, on sunday. It was fun, crazy. everyone was. YA. we do stupid things when we are not sober ya, and it became the joke of the class. OMAGAWD. WAHAHA. It was fun, but dumb. But I really enjoyed the chalet and stuff. It was great! had fun at night, at the beach. Hope we would have another chalet soon.=D Monday, manage to pull myself to school, so tired. But manage to reach amanda's class. Tuesday was the bomb, SO many things to submit. OMAGAWD. perspective on A2, A4 sketches, A3 sketchbook touch ups. BLAHHHHHHHHH. I wanna faint. Then TLdes, we have a 1000 word essay to pass up, group work photo journal. So stress, and things that have been happening aroud me, bad things somemore, made me feel, OMAGAWD. this is so shitty. OK. one at a time, i think i will settle my DRAWING essentials submission due on friday first, then do the essay shit, which is due on wed. OH well, next monday is starting of new block. LALALALALA. marketing, 3D art. WTH. stress. BACK TO WORK. BLAHHHH. DRAW DRAW DRAW. Oh... and stupid blogger wont let me blog the past few days, dunno why. The weather is so HOT. typo errors appear like 87783878 times when i type. WEATHER. OK, NO stress, can one. WOOSH. go grace go go go!=X

ITS SUNDAY! I will be having class chalet later! so excited! though i cant stay over, I am still excited! YAY YAY YAY! ok, to start with, Valentine's Day, I have morning lessons, and I gave out roses to the babes, BUT i left TING gift at home, it was so embarassing can? OMAGAWD. luckily i found it and pass it to her the next day. Valentine's day, I did went out and hang out with friends. AND FRIDAY. we went to airport for location drawing, FUN. We make so much noise can? I think the security wannna like chase us out of T3 already. LOL. T3 is super nice, I know i Sua ku, cause its the first time I went T3.OMAGAWD. Hee.On friday night, had a fun and great conversation with my DARLING JOYCEEE. HEE. she was damn funny telling me bout her classmate, we can say from BBT to edison chen scandal, to watching movie and to her friends, MY GAWD, i miss days talking till wee hours on the phone, since its been like so long since i talk on the phone with my tallking khaki , pork since she is attached and busy with school work.YA.(pork, dun panic when u see this please, DON'T, its just my thoughts.) I love talking on the phone, joyce just brings back so much memories when we talk on the phone. HAHA. Then Saturday, APEL presentation, When i wake up, I almost told myself, go back to sleep. BUT somehow rather, I manage to pull myself up. You know the feeling of going to school for like 1 hour, and doung retarded presentations like APEL. LOL. And my topic was about setting goals. BLAHHHHHHHHHHH, then went to Grands house and had dinner and lao yu sheng, HAHA. fun. every year we do that. ok. BAHHH. back to sketching. RARRRRRRRRRRRRR. chalet later! YAY YAY!

My pretty cousin, valerie.

Today. Is a BLAH. BLAH. BLAH night.
Nope. Not a blah day.But a BLAH night. YA. NIGHT
Things were going well in the morning, so there is nothing to worry about.
AND tmr is VALENTINES DAY. HOHO.
was just feelin very blah just now.
JUST blah.
things have change so much ya. come to think of it.
People around me, who thinks that they are not gonna get a boyfriend in their life, to spend the VALENTINE. YEAS. things and people change ya.
My valentine, I always spend with my frens.
Out of the closer ones, only 2 is single, out of 6.
So joyce and JOJO. we spread the love ya?
YA. without fail, every valentines, we will spend the day together.
VALENTINES is not for couples only, but also friends and family.
OK. shit. My stupid lappy, suddenly dun have sound from the speakers from windows media player. SHIT. Youtube all this can. Just the windows thing cannot, I am so gonna fix it now. CIAOS.

WOOTS. Chinese new year was cool. fun. and we had a great gathering, the ppl i see once a year, and the joy, peace and laughter.HEE. Firstly, we had reunion dinner at GRAND's place. HEE. Mummy cooked for the whole family, as usual,(mind you, I am proud of my mum, every year she cooked for like 40+ ppl in the gathering). AND we didnt eat the usual steamboat, my mum cooked. And the new year goodies at Grands place was like nicer then my house one. HAHA. dunno why. So that was reunion dinner, then came Day 1 of Chinese New Year, went to Uncle's place, saw some cousins, that I have dun really rmb. Its was really once a year that kind. OK. then after, we went to grands house, met up with aunties, cousins ,uncles. SO MANY PPL AND ANGBAOS. wahaha.(till now, blogger has automatically deleted this passage for like 3 times, if delete agn, i wont freakin blog today.LOL.*PISSED*)LALA.

HEE. we made it trough the last min project thing, but, I dun think we would like last min thing again. HEE. my babes and me learned our lesson, though our submission turn out quite good surprisingly. WAHAHA. So happy today, drawing class was fun, figure drawing was super fun. YEAS MANS. SUPER FUN. enjoyed it alot. AND tmr is Chinese new year EVE. yeas!!. Reunion dinner at nai nai's place. WOOOHOOOO~~ SO HAPPY. ya. but thru the learning and experience of submission of project, i notice one thing, some lecturers are quite kiasu, nevertheless, they just expect very much from us. They never send 1 email at a go, some can send up to 5 in one day.OMAGAWD. about the same thing, I'm really thankful for all the information on the subjects, topics, very sufficient, and thats GOOD. But sometimes, I think that is very pressurizing, its just like you have to study a chipmanzee, you haven study finish, the person throw u a KING KONG, u still studying king kong, the person throw u the hulk. Its just like the thing is getting bigger and much more. Maybe its just me, I dun like this kinda of thing, I mean like you can say time waits for no man, and we must treasure the time we have to take in as much as we can, but seriously, we need time to absorb what we are learning. If we haven get our basic strong, how are we gonna proceed to the more advanced level. This is my own opinion, and how i see things, I guess, this is the way of life and reality ya. Its sad la, In singapore, students have no time to stop and sit down and really look at the things around them, and they only continue walking, pushing themselves so hard in this competitive country. BLEAH. why am I typing this, maybe, I guess I am really frustrated with all the email flooding.=XX BLAH
BUT. LASTLY. BE HAPPY PEEPS. CAUSE CNY is COMING. YEAS. SO EXCITING. and and. farah ash wanna say HAPPY NEW YEAR to me in chinese this morning, instead, she say GONG XI FA CAI. WAHAHHA. CUTE.she thought it means happy chinese new year.WOHOO. ANG BAOS. COUSINS +RELATIVES+ BAK GUA+ GOODIES.+ NEW CLOTHES AND GOOD FOOD. CHINESE NEW YEAR. LALALA.=DDDD

OK. TODAY IS A BLEAH...........
BAH.........................
BOO............................
AHH.......................
DAY. MY LAST MIN PROJECT CRISIS.
GASTRIC IS KILLING ME
PMS-sing
OMAGAWD.
BUTTTT
.CHURCH WAS COOL. FUN. YAY! WAHAHAA.

BLEAHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
BAAAAAAHHHHHHHH
RARRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR
OMAGAWD.
I HARDLY FEEL PRESSURIZED
NOWWWWW. I AM STILL NOT. SHIT. WHY??????
TMR IS SUBMISSION, I SHOULD PANICK. BUT I AM NOT PANICKING. BUT WE HAVEN
DONE A SINGLE THING YET.
BOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
I WANT CHINESE NEW YEAR. REST!
SWEE HONG EMAILS ARE MAKING ME FEEL. BLEAH. .......................BOO...................

AHHH. gastric pain and PMS-sing. OMG. sians. went for APEL class today at 9am. waa. it takes alot for me to go school on weekend at NINE somemore. so proud of myself. HEE.YA. then met "my pork' to go school tgt. she got her own thing on in school also, as usual, waited for her 10mins. then we talked and talked, from her boyfriend to ppl around us, on the bus. Then she suddenly tell me that her class girls has this imaginary 'boyfriend' thing going on. I was like OMAGAWD. faint. wahaha. i mean like 'imaginary boyfriend'.I was like WOW. quite interesting la, its just like when u are young, u will have a imaginary friend, and u will named him/her, like barney the purple dinosaur is imaginary friend. YES. He is, he is not REAL. the kids imagine him to be there, mind you. BUT i still love barney. hee. ya. back to pork's classmates, they have their imaginary boyfriends, its like. ermmmmmmmmmmmmm. I think this kinda of thing, if u really iimagine long, u will really think that person is there, then i think ppl will go bersek after some time. Because its IMAGINARY. i dunno. I think I am just be biased or its my own opinion, cause seeriously, imaginations are not wrong, but, dun imagine till an extreme extent can already. I also can imagine my boyfriend as a combination of zac efron, wu zun, takuya kimura, jonas brothers, orlando bloom, JJ lin. and the list goes on, LALALA.no harm, but then, unrealistic ah, too unrealistic for long, not good for brain. YA.

Then, it was APEL class, its seriously BLEAH................................... OMAGAWD. i really regret not going for the first one and only lesson ok? LOL. MYGAWD. its like teach u how to set goals. and BLAH BLAH BLAH. but if i dun go, i will really need to sing, 'dang diao dang diao' already. hais. and we gonna do a presentation on setting goals and getting it right, by next week. aiyoooo. after which, went to have lunch with the babes, and stuff, discuss bout Monday's submission, then home sweet home, cause i was already not well iin the morning, vomited, and and when i went back home, i vomit my lunch out. THANKS mans. LOL. ARGGGGHH. and my gastric, is PAINFUL. but better now. yeas mans. thanks to the medicine. HEEHEEEHEEE. wahaha. CNY is comin. EXCITED. and and and. JAY CHOU's kungfu dunk song is stuck in my ear. hee. "KUNG FU KUNG FU TOUFU TOUFU". but MY pork say, listening to this repeatiton songs will make a person IQ drop. like watever. WAHAHAH. i think my IQ "Too high alredy" LALALA. No harm done yet. HEE.ok. gonna sleep. TIRED.